Siempre que lo intento...

But my heart was racing,
My mind was screaming,
"You've got your whole life to do these things."
But my legs were shaking,
My hands were searching for her
In the back seat of my car.
I just lost it.
And I can't believe it.
I knew I was only sixteen,
But I thought I loved her,
And it'd last forever.
But only if I knew
That she wasn't true.
How could she do this to me?